Greatest Blessing

Assalammualaikum and hi everyone.

Okay, someone is having a mental breakdown right now because she is super homesick and all she can do is nothing other than be patient and study diligently as she should be until she pass the SCARY FINAL PAPERS in January (next year).

Motivation. Energy boosters. Where are you guys??!?

I really need to motivate myself per day or even worse per hour, past these few days because the stresss is no joke guys. Works, people and things sometimes totally drained me.

You know what, i believe that everyone of us have their own kind of motivation. So do i. Me? Of course, it is my beloved parents.

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Never once in my life, i have been fall in love with my parents without going further deeper loving them. Their prayers been whispered on the ground, are heard on the heaven, and reached me wherever i am.

21 years of life, all thanks to Allah, wherever places i go, people have always concern about me. PLKN, PALAM and now UTeM, people surrounding me are so kind towards me that i am so much grateful. Fever, hardships and no need to list those endless degree’s things, that without the help of them, it might be a little difficult to reach where i am now. This kindness and only good things that happened to me, making me realise that it is my parents’ good deeds that Allah grants me goodness like this. They always told me to do kindness, to always help people, to always treat guests my best, and to take a good care of people’s feelings, that when sometimes even i don’t want to do so i am doing it because it makes them happy. Like miracle, it slowly becoming a habit (read becoming).

Teaching me on why we need to perform jamaah prayers at least once in a while, so when i got fought with my sisters i would cried so much and finally salam them and we all get back together. I growing up with this kind of love that I think I can’t ever compared it to anything else.

My mum always remind me to always be loving. I had always told my mum everything, whatever happened to me. I told someone did this to me, another one did that to me, and she’s never backing me up and instead she told me that its okay, forgive them. I’m going all emotional why my mum isn’t loving me??!. But, still i listened to her words. I do forgive and get okay. She never backing me up and  it made me stopped from being emotional. She made me forgive even my heart didn’t want it and yet i attain my happiness in so many unexpected ways. Glad she is my mum. (IBU)

They always do gooodness that whenever i go anywhere, when people ask who is my parent and i gladly tell them is, those people will be all smiling. 🙂

My greatest blessing. My worth treasure.

So that we know,

KADANG KEBAHAGIAAN (REZEKI) YANG KITA DAPAT ADALAH KERANA DOA ORANG LAIN (IBU BAPA) UNTUK KITA.

Don’t ever forget our parents, underestimate their du’as, thinking we are all brilliant enough, hardworking much that all those success are only by us.

Dalam sedar tak sedar.

Greatest blessing.

love, LALICE.

Mission So Possible

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Assalammualaikum and hi everyone!!

I am in such as good mood these days because lately i have been enjoying my hectic routines so much that i am becoming so thin. LOLOLOL.(Eh no no. It is only a joke.)

Have been feeling so overwhelming in everything i did, past these few weeks in piling up lab report plus short period assignments, make me feel so content and grateful that i am able to face those weeks with good vibes and perfect work quality.

I didn’t realise the power of positivity, mind control and motivation can fully change a person into a new light, like a new person. I did realised it, when it happpens to me, myself, these few weeks. When I only stay in positive vibes and throw away those negative vibes and everything turns out like miracle. Almost every single things turns out to be sooo goooood.

OK.

Actually, last mid semester break when students are busy filling their holidays with this and that, i read a book, (need to blog about this book soonnn!). I borrowed it from my sister, Angah and basically my mid sem break is all filled with good vibes. I finished that book a day before i went back to Malacca. Didn’t know that those energy and vibes from that book totally got me WOW and i totally enjoyed my student life a bit more since that moment, up till now (gonna reread that book whenever my motivation level depleting luls).

So, the days after mid sem break have gotten crazier with non-stop assignment, tiba-tiba assignment, weird lab reports, and i participated a program called PERINTIS in the midst of those hectic life. (HAHAHA but still i get at least 3 hours sleep everyday).

My classmates and i had been informed earlier, on the first day of this semester that there is video assignment need to be done. So the teams and assignment titles are all well divided and it only took the first two weeks to settle them by our lecturer. The problem comes up (not really a problem pun HAHA) when my groupmates and i really forgotten (more to didn’t know) the submission date. Us being the normal degree student just relaxing and do nothing and postponing things to the very last minutes.

And, last Thursday we all been informed that the video presentation is on 17/11 (2 days ago) and sir chose Section 1/2, which is my forever lucky class to present first. I am half suprised-half depressed thinking that not we hadn’t prepare anything, on top of that we doesn’t even had any ideas to make video assignment. I just went all tension that day.

Moving on, we started to sort things out and divided works on Saturday. Next day, Sunday evening, we shoot our very first scene; the intro parts. The theme is originally a kpop theme but then we decided to use Mission So Possible theme with funny theme plot which is i am lacking about. (glad we choose this theme tho!)

I am volunteering to do the editing part eventho it is my first time ever editing and compiling a video. I was half scared half excited to do this task. Oh, my teammates are Simpson (best actor), Kai Yan (new talent:actor), Koh(funniest actor) and Anis (awkward actress) infamous bestfriend, Sya (best props). The intro part is done edited in just one night. So we continued shooting video in the evening after classes on Monday. On Tuesday we got no time to shoot and do editing because classes are from 8.00am-7.00pm. We just shoot our own part on our own and just sent the videos to me that night. I had discussions on PERINTIS that night too and just got back home about 11pm, checking videos quality, content and all, then went to sleep because the next morning i had to gather at 6.30 am at FTK for PERINTIS. I went to KL and arrived at Malacca about 8.10 pm and rushed home. Put the tired things aside, i continue editing the entire video after dinner about 10pm. I got tired and fell asleep in the midst of editing. The next morning, i got afraid and work like crazy (AHAHAHAH) in editing part. Luckily the morning class for that day is cancelled. I did the editing part around 7.30 am and finished converting it into video at 10 am. And the class is at 11 am LOL. I got another 45 mins to take care of myself (breakfast,books,pens, ironing and all) and yes you guys are right, i made it to look like a normal person that morning PHEWWWW.

and here are some of the parts (obviously my part lol) got deleted to make videos fit 15 mins duration.

Okay, the adventures didn’t finished there. Sir asked which group wants to present first and Koh unexpectedly volunteered on behalf of our group to present first. OMG! I got surprised and like I CANT BELIEVE THIS! I went redha and had to tebalkan muka at the front class and present our video and still praying hardly hoping that everyone would like it.

ALHAMDULILLAH it went so smooth that i am so happpppppyyy that day. There is a few people claimed that our video is pretty LOLOL. #igotallshyshyshy

Honestly, i pretty hoping that Sir giving us comment or rated our group so that we did know whether we did good or not. But sir just like ‘okay, move on to another group’. HAHAHA. I just comforting myself and claimed, not good enough. Try again!

But, that evening my friends told me that to check FB asap. I got weird. Why FB out of all social media lols. I thought that they wanna gossip and all, i just told them to give me the link.

and…

ALHAMDULILLAH!!

Didn’t expect this but i am so overwhelming with this respond. I am feeling super happy that all those hardworks are finally paid off. So happy! I checked the comments section and we got all positive comments like omg finally feeling i’m gonna change my course right away to cinematography student luls AHAHHAHA. (so perasan so belagak LOLOLOL).

Aaaa. Sir even upload the video in his youtube account, go check it out guys. LULS. Me being me, i always go checked the youtube views. HAHAHHA.

and OMG…

again the views surprised me even more kot! We got more than 100++views (about 138 views) in less than 24 hours LOLOLOL. HAHAHAHA.

Alhamdulillah. I coudn’t asked for more. So happy so content. The fire inside me is burning even more to do even well. IAllah.

hihi. Thanks for reading this entry eventhough its all about me this time luls.

Eh, if you guys are curious about MISSION SO POSSIBLE video, you guys can click the link below. Enjoy LOLOLOL.

It is assignment of instrumentation system subject on Cathode Ray Tube (CRT), LCD and LED.

click here.

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note: till now, i rewatch the video everyday. HAHAHA.

#cannotmoveon

#icant

k k k. dah la tuu sikit-sikit. k bye.

WithLove,

LALICE.

Jubah Hitam Ungu

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CONVOCATION.

Assalammualaikum and hi everyone!

It is quite long break post right? Hmmm, i actually do have lot of stories to share, fom my third year degree life, a recommendation and review on a well-written book, and ofc my personal life need to be blog too, (so tak malu) but yeah you know, i’m not a multi -tasker person, thus blogging won’t help me much on reducing my degree stress, so here i go postponing every story AHAHHA. Forgive me everyone! (where is your promising attittude fixing on last post Anis? *facepalm)

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here you go ANIS!

BIG FACEPALM!

(of course DISNEY Princess’s facepalm is worthy to put LOLOL)

Okay, okay, enough with me being me, excusing here and there, this and that, so lets start our story!!!~~

This morning, Monday (i am totally fine with Monday, i mean no Monday Blues here hahaha), i have my usual routine, doing Power lab session at 8.30 am. Some of my classmates even ask why on earth do we have classes/lab today while others (most of UTeM students) are sleeping peacefully with cold weather (it is rainy morning!) and here us doing lab. I just go ‘aaahhh okay la tak payah ganti nanti’ totally dalam hati je okay hahaha. Oh, today is UTeM Convocation Day. Being the biggest day for all graduates, students, and even lecturers, everyone is busy celebrating them and what i mean here, you see word LECTURERS there?!!, yess, they totally involved! What us students expect are, ofc we are being such as understandable student will be much more understanding if there is no class. LOLOLOL. But, HERE WE GO, CLASS FROM 8.30am till 5.00pm. (HAHAHA no need to exaggerate we all have 3 hours break in between. Okay. HIHIHIIIII)

Then, after done lab session this morning, Sya and I decide to just go back and do our assignments at home. (But, here i’m blogging in the room HIHIHI) . Before we go back, we go to the FTK lobby to refill the water because refill water there is totallyyyy FREE!!

Entering the lobby and i remember that ‘oooohhh, hari ni konvo la patut la ada a few students berjubah konvo dekat lobby’.

And my i caught something there. There is family with a son (UTeM graduate) sitting there near the refill water machines. The parents and a grandmother are looking so proud with their son/grandchild wearing JUBAH HITAM UNGU that suits him perfectly. It is not a handsome face, good figures that make it looks perfectly perfect, but, the looks on the eye of the son is. I look at him wearing the gown carefully as precious as it is, looking deeply at every single faces there. He looks happy but don’t know why the emotion there is a bit teary. I get emotional suddenly and i get weird of myself too, because usually i don’t care my surrounding much and just do my own things. But, suddenly the son asks her father to stand for a while to checking his gown i guess, but the guess is all wrong. He unbutton his JUBAH KONVO and instead give his father to wear it.

“INI UNTUK AYAH”

I just take a glance on their faces while walking away from them to the parking area, and all i see is their teary eyes.

I get all teary and so emotional. All emotions are mix tho. I just can’t describe precisely those gazes but if you guys at there, you all will feel me.

In my honest opinion, there are only few students nowadays that thinking on their parents when it is their convocation days. The first reason they pursue this degree that is their parents as the main reason aside ALLAH, are always being forgotten day by day. And all i see is only the love goals and all. To tell this bitter truth is unwelcome i know but this is only my personal opinion. To see and share those moments i see, are indeed charming and refreshing for me. It makes me wanna beat all those assignments, all those piling tasks and all those hard times. I wanna be the winner. I wanna win this race of me being greater version of myself in both skills and attitudes, and proudly give my parents too, my own JUBAH HITAM UNGU.

And yes, I will make it.

We will make it.

With Allah’s will.

Gonnnnnaaaa FLY HIGH. RISING EVEN HIGHER.

To our own dream gown, please wait for us prettily.

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