Hi? Long time no see? HAHAHAA.
I’m sorry for the no-update phase. I guess I am in a phase that I want to tell you guys a lot but betul lah manusia hanya mampu merancang…fufufu. Oh, thank you for catching up with my endless rant and I am super happy because lately, I got a lot of notifications, marking my traffic is blooming. ***:D I’m half happy, half-questioned-myself scrolling back my old blog posts mannnnnn. Should write worthy read blog posts tho hahaha***THANKYOU GUYS 😀
Okay, so today (read: weekend) I’m not going anywhere. I miss ME TIME so muchhhh because I was so busy past these few weeks. I got no time you know to socialise, blog walking, self-talking, writing weekly planner or even have a heart-to-heart time with my roommate (Sya). Busy-ness(?) is good and gold (I do enjoy busy days, they’re gold) but I really need a day or two break time to stabilize myself back and regain back my energy level pheww. And now, bless you weekend! I am happy (to-be) 22 yo child.
I don’t know about others, but I certainly confident that weekend is CALL TIME right? I usually call my mum and talk (for hours) telling every little things, from my what-i-ate till my current-psm-progress (she is like my co-supervisor hehe so supportive throughout the whole thing i’m truly blessed!), talking with my sisters (we basically just fought with each others no sweet time pun HAHAHA but still it is the best way to care bout each other like come on we grew up in that weird and caring way fufufuuu), and talked about ayah, tok tokwan and adik(Sufi) dan abang(Solehin).
If you have followed me in twitter, you did knew on my over-worried(?) nature towards them. Adik is a standard 4 student but I still can’t think he is, we (all of us in the family) think that he still a 9 yo boy. He for sure didn’t like it but I still can’t deny that he’s really like a cute 9 yo boy. Maybe because he is the youngest one or because that someone in my family treat him like he is 9yo boy hahahaha (you know who you are because I am certain she is reading this hahahaha k k). Abang is quite mysterious and quite type personality. Totally opposite from bubbly Adik. Adik talks non-stop so it is easy for us to tackle him and korek any rahsia and problems he got in school. And usually he is the one telling the secret between them two. #cantreallytrusthimhahaha As cute he is, Abang differ in which he has that cold vibe from him. He is very expressionless, heartless and unapproachable. I don’t know whether this is remaja phase atau mencari identiti phase atau whtv phase it is, but it seems that he is naturally that way. It is okay to have that cold side of him, (i love cool person!) but for us, as family members, I find it is really difficult to korek any problems he got in his new school. Oh, he is Form1 student at my previous high school. I really love my high school days so I wanted him to do well there since I really find that it might be the best place for him to improve himself(?).
I am really aware and we (family members) already concluded that, it is no matter where he is, it is upon himself to find the good in every places. Basically, we agreed to that and my heart is at ease because during my high school days, the environment was super helping and inspiring, seniors were all kind and solehah. I JUST ADMIRE THEM ALL
Soleh is good in the way he will make us feeling like ‘don’t worry I’m okay here.’ He is so abang-abang like. Solving this and that on his own, and only call or tell us when he has no more option or literally incapable of handling things anymore. He is a very inexpressive person (like who?). There is one day that parents and family should come to meet their form’s teachers. He didn’t say and even show an ounce care if I attend it or not. I plan to go with my mum at first and cancelled it later because I’d think to stay at home. When he came home later, he asked me,
‘cakap nak pergi. kenapa tak pergi acik?’ I see his face with a little bit expression of kecewa(?). MANNNN.
I was soooo surprised. I felt soooooo bersalah. I thought that he betul tak kisah but hmm see, you need to cakaplah abang. Your sister is sometimes hmm quite nonsensical too you know. So I was feeling so bersalah even up till now.
Adik and Abang both are their representatives of their school tilawah. I was so amazed because they really make us proud at such young age and in the field that even I find it is quite tough, to get in such opportunity. You go boys!
Sufi is already participated in the competition and got third place. We are so proud not because the place he got, but the lesson behind it. The hard work value through the learning process. Solehin is in training and learning process at school now. I hope he can do well and learn as much as he can and put aside the win-lose target.
I hope both of them are always on the track, always learning and find it is in a fun way. They inspired me as a muslim itself that learning is a continuous process regardless how old are us. It makes me questioned myself and makes me want to improve my bacaan too. They are so good and so knowledgeable that I feel so precious having them. Lets working on self-improving too!
All the best Solehin for your upcoming exams.
Congrats adik Sufii!
Congrats abang, second place is ahmazingggg.
During my high school days, I was so anticipated to see Sytra’s representatives to get any top 3 in Tilawah and Hafazan especially, other than quiz and syarahan. It was so hard to make it in top 3 because the winner will always from sekolah agama’s participants because yeah, we all know how good and deserving them are. But nowadays, Sytra is also can! I hope these will be their first milestone to do even better in the future.
Congrats on proving us(school) capable in everything. #PROUDALUMNI
And good luck dear self, for your psm hee.