It is a looonggg semester!

Hi everyone! Today is the second day of Ramadhan. I am all energetic hihi (because the free wifi’s speed here is so unbelievably fast, i download all the dramas uhukkk)

It is almost the end of May tho. I somehow weirdly feel that this semester is like super longgg yet it is so fast that I can’t believe it is almost final week soon! Next week is the hectic and scary study week. #icryyy

Being in this super intense semester, I am glad that all of this will be over soon. It is not that I dislike them very much but the amount of work and the pressure is really big that I swear, I once cried over them. But, it is okay. Everything went smoothly. I had no idea how I survived them. I really don’t know how I survived the present-rejected phase for real this semester. Every subject in this semester somehow giving me a headache but luckily, the lecturers are all cool and considerate towards us that I am so thankful for that.

This week is like the hectic-iest(?) week throughout the semester to the point I skip most of my lunchtimes and even had improper dinners which are obviously not good because this girl is so worried and stressful. Luckily, I survived goshhh. I also have no social life and being all worked up throughout this week with the pile of works and tasks. I might look like I am ranting non-stop but hey, I wanna pen them down cause one day if I dare to give up, I should know better how hard-earned my degree wassss.  So, you Anis better step forward.

I don’t know how should I address this, I feel like yeah we already sent those assignments task, but I don’t know why do I still have the incomplete feelings like ughhh when can I distress myself? Seriously, I questioned myself a lot and I worried this would affect my study week. #prayforme

It is okay, I will eventually survive them no matter what right? Okay, I wanna watch some dramas now. Bye everyone.

Have a blessed Ramadhan!

Little Things

Hi!

A week into second-semester-third-year-student with PSM things and i’m GOODDD 😀

I’m GOOODDD.

I’m GOOOD.

I’m good.

Okay, tipu je, not so good because i can’t even brain my project-related-articles and i myself can’t even properly figure out what myself don’t understand either ishh. It just make me soooo tensed! But, it’s okay hehe buat teruk je tu because a day or two reading time won’t make me a true genius right? hoho. You still get a whole semester left to understand your robot heee.

Since one of my 2017’s resolution is giving back to community, i think i want to share with you guys the easiest things/ways that we can actually do without the need of money, things, tools and etc.

Disclaimer : This is my personal opinion based on my preferences, lifestyle, facilities around me, and whatever i find them as the most convenient way for me to achieve the objective regardless. So, feel free to share with me little things you guys did/practice/etc. It should help me a lot to be a little more better person. Oh, i want to restate it again, it is my personal opinion, so merely it just the way i think it is regardless how unsuitable/unfit it is to some people hoho. Okay, let’s start!

  1. GARBAGE

Ye, sampah. Garbage, trash, waste, rubbish or whatever you call it, can be one of the easiest way to giving the community back. Since i currently staying in residential area, (i’m not a hostel student anymore pheww), i notice that the garbage men will collect all the garbage once or twice per week. So, i think everyone already know the system; that each house is given a garbage can. We all know that how is everyone’s not liking bad or rotten smell, dirty yet sticky places/things and obviously the whatever insects coming from wastes. I myself don’t even like it. So, it goes the same with them, garbage collector regardless their occupation. What i am trying to say is that, can we make things easier for them? No, i don’t mean to keep the rubbish to yourself, it would be too ridiculous that way. Can we at least make the garbage (how do i say this?) neater? I mean all of the garbage is put into one big plastic bag and not to throw it one by one into garbage can. All of unused bottles of drinks, softlan, etc can be put into one plastic beg or box. (okay this sounds so spm essay hahaha) No surprise, there are people doing it. The water in want-to-throw-away water bottle can be cleared-up first by pouring the water inside to the sink or drain. The left-over soup of lauk pauk, the drink of ikat tepi, bungkus or all kind of minuman dalam bungkus plastik can also be thrown first and only then, we throw it into garbage can. This way, the garbage can be a lot less insect, tidier(?) in way of making it easy to them, and less sticky. If we can’t help the whole society, we can always start off by helping a part of the society; community (garbage collector).

2. TEACHING

This is the best way i tell you. Oh no, no need to get an official registration but we still can be a teacher. We can teach anyone and anything we want. If we are good at something regardless whatever field it is, be it in football, wiring, surviving(?), cooking or education field, then there we go. We can always teaching because life itself is a learning process. No need to be as an expert as Messi (is he? I don’t know football player much hehe) as a football player in order to teach others. I mean yes, you have to know the basic tho but the thing is you can always teach the first step; how actually to kick a ball to a beginner. Something-like-that. Teaching your neighbor a simple mathematics equation for free. Or you can always maybe ask your neighbour’s child ‘Eh, 1+1 berapa?’ (of a three years old kid) and when they shake their head not knowing the answer, here you go, ‘okay kalau orang tanya jawab 2 k?’ and makesure to ask them again and let them answer the quest frequently. Their eager-want-to-know nature will rise even more and this make them want to explore more and more. Try it guys!.

Okay, i have to go.

Don’t forget to share what you guys do too!!

BYE.

Blessed 2016 & Hi 2017

Hi! I’m quite on roll these days! Hihi. 😀 (February means new semester, so I don’t know if i can update my blog as much as i do now, *look at my January posts, i am even impressive with myself HAHAHA). Before the semester break is ending, here is my thought on 2016.

To the last day of my shining twenty-one, my 2016, I have felt so much happiness during 2016 year that i barely move on up till now. So many good memories, kind people and achievement (both academic and personal) throughout the year. I don’t know about others’ thought on 2016, but i really thankful for all the blessing. 😀

I’m not sure what exactly 2016 did to me but i think i grew up pretty mature in the way i see something (not much but getting better), the way i socialize with people, they way i tolerate with patience-level-test people, how i achieve my 2016’s goals are undeniably amazing side of myself hiii, and i don’t know how to thank all those mentioned and unmentioned kind people out there that have been helped me A LOTTT. From family, coursemates, lecturers and even strangers! Thank you GUYS!

Allah that made all things easier for me in 2016, all praises to You and I learnt to be humble and grateful through those lessons and things granted. I doesn’t want to brag or be so proud of myself, or showing off these and those by writing here, but i wanna save all the good and happy memories that brought a lot of lessons for me, here.

To that day that i was assigned to my current PA (something like mentor-mentee that assigned  randomly during first day of registration), who is soooooo kind and gooooood person was Allah’s work when i actually  asked for female PA, and things just turned out the way it was fated, and i am humbly grateful. (there is a hidden story that day, I will remember this storyyyy forever) My friends got complaint a bit about their PA being tak kisah, garang and all (that were during first year days but now everyone was all good and no more complaint hehe) but i am the lucky one to be chooosen as one of the student’s under such as good PA. Alhamdulillah. Oh, my PA also now is my SV (supervisor for psm or fyp project) and i got accepted as the first psm’s student under my SV anddd got a project too, (lets all pray to me for not being lazyy and give all the best i can hiii) while there were many rejected students for this fyp because some lecturers even asked for proposal omggg, having hard time to find the sv just because almost supervisors are fully booked and need to extend their semester in campus after final when everyone else is already in hometown. Find strength, i know you guys will do it, and even better!

To lecturers who have faith in me (i’m not that skillful pretty much just a normal hardworking student and not that brilliant just okaylah student) from lab, lectures up to psm despite i am this much lacking, thank you for giving me such as trust 😀  Thank you for giving me such an honour when you contacted me to do psm under you with specific project when everyone else already asks the spots under youu and i am just pray that i have choose the best one ( i already have psm project and sv that time), and the good student will take that project and may Allah eases everything sir! Thank you fr remember me and did saved me a spot under you 😀 *tearful* Vision’s project lets do well with my cute micromouse robot in the making hehew. Oh, that one lecturer, thank you for reply me an email with full of hope, full of respect and i am looking forward to be such a good person as you sir. I will cherish and read the email when i feels hopeless and lost. May Allah reward your good job sir! Also, my lab’s lecturer that always push us to do lab so fast and said that my partner and I always did our best when we were basically just asked everyone’s help. Thank you sir 😀 Ahh, another one lecturer also in the list because he was literally the one that made me to push my potential to the fullest, when i basically have the love-hate realtionship with the machine language (if you know what subject i mean). I learn to love that subject when it took almost our long weekend and sleepless night with nonstop assignments with so detail report that have been sent-rejected-sent-corrected-sent-atlastacceptedwithnofullmarks ouuuchhhhh but that’s it, that’s made my heart even grow fonder into this subject. I learn it the hardest way, and i admit it that it was the best learning period i ever had so far that i kinda miss those pressure hehehe. Currently, i heard that sir is continuiting his study in PHD level in UTM  (or UTHM not sure hehe) rn so i pray and wish you THE BEST sir! Come back with PHD and teach our generation with your method heheeee 😀 Sure, everyone is so into codinggg after thisss hehehe. Oh, sir is so kind that he always in check with his students with my coursemates;  PBL, assignments and PSM. Thank you sir for your undivided concern! We will work hard 😀

Okay enough for academic achievement and i will keep the personal achievement to myself; it’s better that way hehe.

2017, HI!

Oh, i’m late. I know. A month late hahahaha. It’s okay. Who cares lewls. Oh? 2017 resolution? Mine?

We are all growing old together. From 1 month to 1 years old, from 80 to 81, and i from 21 to 22. Everyone is pretty much the same. I’m just hoping we are not growing old those in number and physical only, but also mainly the mentality. Let’s have a great a mentality. A great one.

I want becoming a wall for myself. The twenties are the most shining days of anyone’s life and  I has to be the only person who is responsible for it. Yes, I want my twenties to be truly shining, Aminn.

Lets go out from our comfort zone. Lets try new thing, gain new experience and make new friends. I have been introvert all my life and its time to make a few more friends (can I?)

Lets be ON TIME. Lets appreciate our precious time. Lets be punctual and make it your habit, anisss. Lets go to class earlier and prepare for your class and lets not chatting or scrolling yr phone in between. Have respect to your time. (wahh. so strict hahaha)

Read a lot. You can travel the world through reading! Expand your thoughts and be open. You can’t be the new person if you stay with the same way of thinking  because you didn’t know what’s the real problem is if you stay within your circle.

Lets improving. Lets have a bigger dream and make it happen.

Ignore whatever people said, they don’t know you.

Just do it, even when everyone complaint it was so hardddddd. Just don’t listen to them.

If you don’t like something, walk away. Don’t waste your time.

Don’t be materialistic, focus on improving yourself 😀

Lets gain new skills and improving on what we already have and lets giving back to community. #cantwait

Good luck aniss.

Let’s be better everyone 😀

Bye, DIFFERENT.

Greatest Blessing

Assalammualaikum and hi everyone.

Okay, someone is having a mental breakdown right now because she is super homesick and all she can do is nothing other than be patient and study diligently as she should be until she pass the SCARY FINAL PAPERS in January (next year).

Motivation. Energy boosters. Where are you guys??!?

I really need to motivate myself per day or even worse per hour, past these few days because the stresss is no joke guys. Works, people and things sometimes totally drained me.

You know what, i believe that everyone of us have their own kind of motivation. So do i. Me? Of course, it is my beloved parents.

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Never once in my life, i have been fall in love with my parents without going further deeper loving them. Their prayers been whispered on the ground, are heard on the heaven, and reached me wherever i am.

21 years of life, all thanks to Allah, wherever places i go, people have always concern about me. PLKN, PALAM and now UTeM, people surrounding me are so kind towards me that i am so much grateful. Fever, hardships and no need to list those endless degree’s things, that without the help of them, it might be a little difficult to reach where i am now. This kindness and only good things that happened to me, making me realise that it is my parents’ good deeds that Allah grants me goodness like this. They always told me to do kindness, to always help people, to always treat guests my best, and to take a good care of people’s feelings, that when sometimes even i don’t want to do so i am doing it because it makes them happy. Like miracle, it slowly becoming a habit (read becoming).

Teaching me on why we need to perform jamaah prayers at least once in a while, so when i got fought with my sisters i would cried so much and finally salam them and we all get back together. I growing up with this kind of love that I think I can’t ever compared it to anything else.

My mum always remind me to always be loving. I had always told my mum everything, whatever happened to me. I told someone did this to me, another one did that to me, and she’s never backing me up and instead she told me that its okay, forgive them. I’m going all emotional why my mum isn’t loving me??!. But, still i listened to her words. I do forgive and get okay. She never backing me up and  it made me stopped from being emotional. She made me forgive even my heart didn’t want it and yet i attain my happiness in so many unexpected ways. Glad she is my mum. (IBU)

They always do gooodness that whenever i go anywhere, when people ask who is my parent and i gladly tell them is, those people will be all smiling. 🙂

My greatest blessing. My worth treasure.

So that we know,

KADANG KEBAHAGIAAN (REZEKI) YANG KITA DAPAT ADALAH KERANA DOA ORANG LAIN (IBU BAPA) UNTUK KITA.

Don’t ever forget our parents, underestimate their du’as, thinking we are all brilliant enough, hardworking much that all those success are only by us.

Dalam sedar tak sedar.

Greatest blessing.

love, LALICE.